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Sometimes,…

…. I keep secrets from myself.

-anonymous-

"Unfortunately, after you passed the age of braces and training bras…

responsibility can’t be avoided…

..either you face it or face the consequences."

–Grey’s Anatomy

Life is never a smooth sail.

Every now and then, you get a bump here and there. If you see it that way, you can say that my journey through the road called life has certainly been rocky and jolty, however you want to say it.

I don’t even remember when did it start or what triggerred it but i found myself blanking out a lot lately, and little unnecessary problems just started to arrive one by one. Starting from reformating my whol laptop, car’s battery dead, staying up late to chaperone 3500 teenagers. Yeah.. and that maybe just the tip of the iceberg.

And just like how there’s always an opposite to everything, a yin to every yang, my body and mind and soul unconsciously starting to find a way to balance my so called crazy life.

And so, as if i don’t have any problems, my body starts to find comfort in a way that is even not understandable by my brain. But the brain doesn’t always provide the answer; sometimes the answer lies in your heart. And so i ask my heart the reason behind the unusual activities of my limbs. My heart was silent.

… or is it yet to speak?

Human beings are made for many things…

… but loneliness.