*Sigh*
*Warning, menye posting coming up!*
HHH.. yess… i’m in the ‘menye’ mode. It feels great to like someone and to have the same person likes you back. It’s been a while since i had that feeling. Usually it’s only one-way. Either I like the guy, or the guy likes me without me liking him back. *sigh*.
And yes, I’m in a relationship that’s complicated but I’m enjoying this. I don’t even know what should I call this. I mean, I feel like this is a real relationship, we’re just hiding it from people because of certain reasons. But wow, this certainly feels nice and great. Oh well, this is probably only the honeymoon period. But i’m going to enjoy this and make sure this lasts as long as it could last.
I mean, everything just come easily. We both are not clingy. We both know we still need our own personal times. But we do know that we need to be in each other’s mind. hehehehehe.. and everything is just cute. Again, maybe because this is only the beginning. The fact that we’re hiding it from people is making every single touch meaningful. And it’s cute how we try to sneak a hug or a whisper or even a kiss.
But i do admit that sometimes it’s driving me crazy. I mean, I know that I’m supposed to act as if there were nothing between me and him. So I do act that way. Trying to stand not so close and all that. But then he would do something that makes me melt and all weak in the knees and its hard to ignore and act as if there were nothing between us. *sigh*.
Hhh…susah
